Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Nightmare!!

Monday, Dec 23, 2006 0800hrs IST:

Oh god!! I was in bad shape, so bad that I could hardly get out of bed and go to the loo. My lower back was paining like crazy but I had to put up a brave face. That was difficult and within minutes my realself was exposed to the world. Went to the doc, diagnozed Kidney stone. Ultrasound, Blood test, urine test and what not. For the next couple of days I was suffering both mentally and physically. Mentally for the fear of discovering that I've AIDS or atleast HIV +. Shared it with her and she assured me that she would continue seeing me but won't go any further. That eased me a bit. Next noon, called up the doc, though his chamber is in the next block. Almost, immediately the guy told me HIV-. All my prayers were answered and those words infused life back.

Thank you god and thank you chunnu for your support that day. I really mean it.